Intro

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There is good and evil in this world. There really is. Just as there is life and death. But quite often the evil is much closer than you think and may even be within you, and yet you may not be conscious of that fact. Just as death may be watching you or staring you in the face, and yet you remain unaware of the fact.

The thing is, however, death is just an illusion. It's not something you will ever experience.

I know this for a fact. I'm one of those awkward people you might have come across in life. I refuse to believe. I need to know, to experience, to witness things before my own eyes before I will even consider believing something. I have always been this way ever since I was a small child aged 5 when I decided to treat my life as a voyage of exploration, experimentation and discovery - about myself, about other people and about life.

I'm now in my 50's and I lead a frugal, missionary type existence. I walk my own path through life and always have done. I have never conformed to societal expectations and I never will. My path has taken me through Buddhism, Therevadaism, Taoism, mysticism, the occult, and I have studied and practised magic.

I listen only to the voice of my soul which speaks louder than the angry, scornful voices around me insisting that I be more like them. I say "Never." because I know that there is always someone or something out there waiting to catch you unawares when you least expect it.

Maybe you have experienced the same thing too in life, so maybe you understand.

What I do

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I am a spiritual empath, a mystic, a shaman and lightworker. In order to be a shaman you need to be able to do two things. The first thing you need to do is to be able to release people from their burdens, struggles and suffering. The second thing you need to be able to do is to dissolve ignorance. I help people move past trauma and traumatic experiences in life so they can focus on the two things which really matter, and those two things are living life and being happy.

I teach mindfulness and conscious living either on a one to one basis or in small groups. I lift people out of depression, I dissolve such issues as fear and anxiety, I get people off drugs and off addictions, I show people that they have the power to silence the nasty voices in their heads from the past telling them that they're no good and worthless, I convince the suicidal that there really is a point to life and life is actually worth living.

I dig deep into the core of your being, into the darkness and the emptiness, and I bring out the light, the truth, and I bring that light and truth to your conscious attention. It doesn't matter who you are, where you are from, what your background or circumstances are, or what you have gone through in life, I will draw out the light and truth of who you are and make it very clear to you.

I will show you your best possible path in life and equip you with the awareness and consciousness to be able to walk that path. Obviously, all this is down to you whether you want to find that path and whether you want to be someone who talks their talk, walks their walk and lives their truth openly and honestly without any fear or doubt.

How I work

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The candle image above is significant because generally I adopt a candle lighting strategy in my work. I am not you, I don't live your life or share your reality. I have a totally different perception of you than you have of yourself and as an empath and shaman I can get to the bottom of anything very quickly and cut through all the bullshit and waffle to get to the point. You see all you need is one lighted candle and with just one lighted candle you can light many other candles without the flame dying or the original candle being affected.

This isn't fortune telling, I'm not here to tell you a story and tell you what to think or believe so I can make money out of you. This is all about you, your reality, your truth, your life, your path and if you cannot deal with the reality of who you really are and what you're really about then please, don't contact me and look elsewhere for your solace and comfort.

But see there's another side to all this, a positive side, because I'm also totally inclusive and I understand that it doesn't matter who you are or how you have lived your life, you're just as significant and important to the human species as I am. You might have gone through life surrounded by people who never really understood you, accepted you for who you really are, who couldn't see the more positive side of you when you were going through the trauma, who didn't give you the breaks or the opportunities, and who couldn't see or recognize what you really needed but couldn't find. As much as I'm straightforward and up front about stuff, I'm also a natural born facilitator who's good at spotting human potential.

I adopt a specific keys and doors strategy to living life and I do the bare minimum to get through whatever it is I need to do. I rely very heavily on the universe and environment to get me to where I need to be. See when you let go and avoid clinging to stuff - especially physical and material stuff - and you learn to trust the universe, people around you but most of all yourself life becomes much, much easier and everything starts to flow. I'm just here to experience life and the universe and be happy, and I do this by being totally myself, living my truth, openly, freely, and walking my own path and just doing my own thing.

The other thing I do is I only believe that what I have directly experienced or witnessed in life. I don't create authority because I don't need to, I am my own highest authority. Everything else is just a story and I accept people by taking them purely at face value and keeping an open mind. You see if you believe something which someone else tells you what happens is that you reach a definite conclusion before you've even begun to see all the possibilities. If you disbelief what someone tells you, as what most people do, you end up walking round with a negative perspective on other people, you don't trust them, and you end up trying to call the shots on everything and wanting everything your way. This is when people start being fake to you pretending to like you to your face but glad when you're not around.

Trust me, life takes on a completely different, more positive quality when you keep an open mind and are open to possibilities. People start treating you so much better.

My terms

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There's not much point in doing this if you're not prepared to be serious and committed. This is a bit like a woman who came to me a couple of years ago who was very much into yoga which she did for a couple of hours every weekend. But she worked as a "healthcare professional" in a private healthcare company assessing the mentally ill and people with disabilities for Personal Independence Payments and admitted that she had had targets to meet in denying new claims.

There's not really that much point in doing your couple of hours of meditation or yoga each week if you're going to be spending 40 hours a week in an office job creating further poverty and destitution, is there? Please don't contact me if you're not prepared to come into this with an open mind and prepared to be fully inclusive, or give up the ideology and hypocrisy because I massively resent having my time and resources wasted on a hypocrite or someone who's fake.

I live my truth and walk my path openly and honestly and I would rather be homeless, destitute, starving and friendless in the freezing cold than cause harm or discomfort to another human being for my benefit. Make no mistake if I have a reason to suspect that you're not on the level I will drop you like a stone and not give you a second glance. I'm not short of people who need my attention and insight.

COVID-19 and lockdown

I'm currently not meeting anyone face to face nor am I arranging or supporting similar in person meetings in my empathy based community Qultura. This means that all meetings are either virtual, via Skype or Zoom, or Whatsapp, or through email or instant messenger.

Payment

Unless you're on benefits such as Universal Credit or some legacy benefit and unable to work or have no disposable income whatsoever I require some form of payment. This is either some financial payment or renumeration or - if you don't want to pay - you sign up to the Qultura community and help out with either volunteering or activism to help develop the Qultura community.

Costs involved

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The going rate for a shaman is on average £50 an hour. This is my minimum rate for businesses and organizations. This is non-negotiable and doesn't involve any additional expenses which I expect to be reimbursed for additionally on the basis of digital or paper receipts and invoices. Any employment is undertaken on the exact same terms.

If you're not a business or organization but an individual then you pay up to a maximum of £120 for 3-4 sessions. You should not require any more, but if you do then you are free to sign up to the Qultura empathy based community and either participate in the development of the community through volunteering or activism which is completely free of charge.

All payments should be done electronically either via Paypal or direct into my bank account through some form of transfer.

All rates are in British pounds sterling.

About me

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So now you can put a face to my name and my being. This all started when I was 5 years old when I discovered that adults didn't always tell the truth and I wanted to find out why they lied. This is where I lost my fixed mindset and attachment to rigid, fixed beliefs and decided to make my life a voyage of exploration, experimentation and discovery - about myself, about life and about other people. While I'm generally considered kind, creative and highly intelligent I'm also self-educated, have never completed a course of studies and have more fingers on one of my hands than I have qualifications from school, which I left at the age of 16.

So what qualifications do I hold?

Believe it or not I get asked this question quite a lot from people. Shamanism predates universities, religion and medicine. The shaman is what every village and community in indigenous societies rely on. Shamanism is what existed throughout the first million years of human evolution. It's not exactly a section you find at the local library, is it?

You cannot "study" shamanism. You either become a shaman or you don't. It's something which lies on your journey through life.

So where is my focus?

My focus is right at the end of shamanism and the start of philosophy. I am the Alpha which replaces the Omega and starts the new cycle. This didn't really start when I was just 5 years old. It couldn't. I was too young. I was not educated. My brain wasn't fully developed. Just like you, and everyone else when I was five years old I knew sod all about anything in life. This is just in case you've been reading the words of this website and enjoying the story I'm telling you here. Understand that from my perspective this isn't a story. This is my truth and the whole point of this website is that I'm here to share my truth so you can seek and discover your inner truth.

*My philosophy* started when I was 17 years old and well into the first year of freedom after leaving school at the earliest available opportunity, when I had the freedom to educate myself the way I wanted to be educated, to learn what I wanted to learn, to know and understand as much as I wanted to know and understand.

Babu

At 17 in London I met Babu, an elderly Indian man who was in his late 80's who I lived with and helped out around the house in return for his spiritual guidance and teaching. Babu introduced me to hinayana Buddhism and later the Therevada, and from that I got seriously into philosophy, mysticism, the occult, magic, seeking to learn all about consciousness and reality and humanity. I was a pretty messed up, confused teenager at the time, I needed a system and a discipline to sort out the chaos and confusion in my mind. I wanted Babu who was much older and wiser to teach me what he knew, to be my guru. Babu refused, saying something along the lines of...

"I am not you and your life is not mine to direct or live. It is your life to live and decide what happens in it. You do not need a messiah or guru to live your life. You need to be your own guru, your own messiah, your own god. There's a big beautiful universe out there for you to learn about, discover and experience. You cannot do this while you are listening to someone else's beliefs and made up stories about how life should really be.

Today I am in my early 50's and I am still learning and studying on the same voyage of exploration, experimentation and discovery which I started as a five year old child. I am an internationally recognized Fringe dramatist and stage director. I am a failed local politician. I am an experienced and widely known figure in my local community. I am the author of Creative Law. I am a founder of the UK's first empathy based community called Qultura. I am a self-educated philosopher, mystic, shaman and light worker.

But see this is the thing. I'm not that much different from you. I don't claim to have any special, esoteric knowledge or so called 'psychic powers'. There is nothing that I know that you cannot know for yourself. The only difference between me and most other people you have met in life is that I am a lot more uncomfortable with my level of ignorance and lack of awareness than most other people.

Sharing my perspective

I've tried repeatedly to create blog articles and other online resources until I figured that it doesn't work because most people don't pay that much heed or attention to anything outside their 'own little world' or version of reality. So I've stripped everything down to a small handy central reference section which includes the following:

  • The root causes: the root causes of pretty much every issue you find among human beings and how they treat themselves, each other and their environment.
  • Core reference: this is the core of this little reference section which is a few pages based on Creative Law and my decades of research into reality and consciousness.
  • My roots: what motivated me to start my journey at age 5 and has caused me to continue walking my path and do what I do in life.

These are the pages I refer everyone to in my work but please bear in mind the focus of my work isn't on me and what I know and think, it's all about you, your reality, and your journey through life.

The root causes

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Let's start with a simple analogy. Let's say you've gone to see a hypnotist who, for argument's sake, is a mature man with a soft voice and a pocket watch which he swings before you like a pendulum to induce you into that sleepy trance. Just before he puts you into that trance he gives you that all importance piece of information.

When you wake up you won't be able to recall or remember anything from our conversation.

This is what's known as a hypnotic suggestion.

The truth

In society we have a similar hypnotic suggestion. It's a short phrase which you understand to be, as I do, known as 'the truth'. This short phrase, 'the truth' is what we use whenever we want to convince someone that what we believe is the truth, or when we want to believe that what someone is telling us is the truth. But truth and belief are two completely different things, as I explain in my explanation of thought. That short phrase 'the truth' is used to convince us that things are real when they're not, that certain rules and aspects of culture are sacrosanct when they're not.

This is something which we all do each other. Your parents did it to you, your grandparents did it to your parents, your teachers did it to you, so too did your friends, your partner, your children (if you have them) do it to you, you do it to others, I have done it to people so many times, we all do this to each other and play our part in this grand conspiracy we understand to be life. So too do businesses, public figures, civil servants and politicians.

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The God-given mission

If you read the intro to my website you will recall how I stated that there is good and evil in this world. Evil is relative. So too is good. Define good. Define evil. For sure your definition of evil isn't going to be the same as my definition of evil. But I think we can both agree (hopefully) that evil starts when you have someone in a position of power or a hierarchy who claims that "God spoke to me" or that they have a God-given mission.

This is pretty much where every single issue human beings experience starts out, when someone in a position of power or authority claims to have a God-given mission or is doing 'God's work'. This has been the case throughout human history and this is the start of human cruelty, intolerance, bigotry and ignorance towards other human beings starts. I offer as a clear example the City or Corporation of London, a collective of people who are driven by the sole purpose of generating corporate profit however which way they can totally oblivious to the widespread deaths, human suffering, poverty and destitution they cause not just within the United Kingdom but throughout the whole planet. Consider the inscription on the coat of arms.

Domine nos dirige

This is Latin for "Lord, please guide us". This is the class example of the God given mission.

Ideological conflict

Much of what we understand to be evil is simply one person's belief coming into conflict with someone else's belief and the exaggerated sense of importance which comes from believing that you are on the side of "God" and the other person is evil. The prime example of this occurred on September 11th 2001 when two planes apparently flew into the World Trade Center in New York, and as a consequence we now have several countries in the Middle East and Africa totally destroyed, around 12 million innocent people dead, millions more living elsewhere as refugees and the progressive loss of civil liberties to millions of people, if not billions, throughout the world.

Social and mental conditioning

From the moment you are born those in positions of authority expect your obedience to their twisted ideology and they will get it through concerted efforts to misinform, mislead, bamboozle and confuse you. They will convince you through education that human intelligence is a matter of just memory and processing information, but the real purpose of education is to train you to think in lockstep, follow rules, conform to societal expectations and give your blind obedience to their authority.

This is all done to do whatever it takes to coopt you into their God given plan and mission and sell you on their ideologies and belief systems. Please understand that human beings are born every minute of every day. You are not important. You do not matter. You can be easily replaced. Whatever loss, trauma, hardship or deprivation is all well and good because in the eyes of the people in positions of hierarchy suffering is good for you and develops character.

If you die as a result then that's just too bad. You can easily be replaced by someone else. This is why you see people living on the streets in any major city on the planet who have nothing. In their eyes you are just as disposable as a tissue.

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Human ignorance

This is how we end up with societies of human beings who exist pretty much in the same manner as mindless zombies. They cannot really be seen as actual living human beings because they don't really understand the intrinsic nature of life and there isn't much of an existential dimension to their being. Their whole life revolves around a fixed purpose - usually work or a job - which dominates their whole life and they are preoccupied with participating in the economy to generate money for corporate profit. They get up to go to work, spend as much time working as they sleep, if not more time, they go home knackered maybe spend a bit of time in front of the telly or on social media and go to sleep to wake up for the next day to go to work. Any free time they have is devoted to spending money, either drinking, or shopping, or going on holiday. They cannot even think for themselves but need someone in authority to tell them what to do, what to believe how to behave and how much to pay.

The lack of inclusivity

There really is no middle ground here. Either you are inclusive, and see every single other human being on the planet as just as significant and important to the species as you, or you don't. If you don't, and most people don't, then you just see yourself as important and everyone else as disposable or not really that important at all. You cannot have an open mind, but you will struggle to find reasons to justify your exaggerated sense of self-importance and will constantly need to have a purpose in life to justify your existence, or you will need to constantly lie to yourself and pretend to be someone who you're not in reality, hiding behind some fake mask but all the while denying yourself opportunities to relax and just enjoy and appreciate life for what it really is.

The inevitable outcome

The inevitable outcome of all this is that eventually you will be so messed up in the head you won't even be able to think straight. Sure you will be able to scrub up well and leave the house and get through a day in the office but deep down inside of you there will be a little voice reminding you that you are a mess - a complete fucked up mess. You will be so dysfunctional that those out there who have made that bit of effort to get that bit of existential quality of life and have created a soul will see you coming and do whatever it takes to get out of your way and stay out of your way.

This is how so many people end up losing good friends in life. Or partners. This is how a lot of older people end up being lonely, and socially invisible. They simply don't make any effort to do anything meaningful in life and so end up being boring. Understand that we now live in a country where half the adult population claim to have nobody in their life they can call a close friend.

Your life will get harder, and harder, and you will end up being able to do less and less and you won't understand why your life is getting harder and harder because you won't have any of the awareness or understanding. You will not know when to step back and just let go and learn to enjoy life. You will not know what is really important and what isn't because you gave up the ability to think for yourself and so - as you get older - you will understand less and less about what is happening all around you.

Increasing you will long for nothing more to go back to the past, but the past no longer exists. There is only the present, the present that you cannot deal with because you don't know how to. You hope for change in the future but your hopes for the future are unrealistic.

Death will come suddenly to you - completely without warning - and just like 90% of the people on this planet you will die alone, scared shitless and not understand what is happening to you. Neither will the people around you and you will leave them suddenly in a state of complete shock.

Think about this

This is where I suggest you - if you are reading these words - take a step back and think about where you're going in life. Think about how you want to live your life. How you want to die. What do you really want your life to be about? Just to make it that little bit easier for you you can click on the button below and browse through my Core Reference section to see what's possible and what's important. Then you can go off somewhere and have a good think about all this.

Core reference

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Introduction

This is one of the more important webpages on this website because it relates back to Creative Law (illustrated above) which is essentially the sum total of my close to 40 years of learning, researching and digging deep into subjects such as reality, consciousness and mysticism all neatly encapsulated into a simple meme. This is essentially my interpretation on how both the universe and nature works. This is where you find the bottom line, the basic universal principles of how consciousness, energy and space interact with one another.

The core principles of existence

There are three core principles of existence:

  • individuality: everything in the universe is unique and individual and never exactly the same as anything else in existence
  • binarity: everything in existence conforms to a binary to facilitate interaction and reciprocity
  • cyclicity: all change and motion is cyclical in nature and based on the creative cycle which defines energy, which connects both consciousness and space

The Energy Spectrum

Consciousness is information, and space is the totality or everything in existence, which we all understand to be the universe. What connects consciousness and space is energy. Everything physical which you can see, touch, feel, taste and which you understand to be substance is made up of energy in different forms. This is because energy is defined by the consciousness it contains. All energy contains both consciousness and space.

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How energy is defined

Energy is defined by just three variables:

  • wavelength: the length of an individual wave or cycle
  • frequency: the frequency of wavelengths which defines the power of energy
  • level of consciousness: the amount of consciousness the energy contains which is relative to its power

Creativity and interaction

Creativity and interaction in constant in the universe because consciousness is constantly changing and being broken down by energy and space. Consciousness is the expansive component in the universe because energy is constant and cannot be created or destroyed, it just connects consciousness to space, which is everything. Consciousness also cannot be ever fully explained or understood because it can never be fully perceived. Furthermore consciousness cannot be perceived the exact same way twice. This means that change is constant and may be either traumatic or dramatic.

Trauma

Trauma is where energy contains more space than consciousness

Trauma is where the frequency of energy rises relative to its level of consciousness resulting in shorter wavelengths and an increase in space to break down consciousness or cause division or separation. This results in such things as tension, stress, conflict, pain, injury, death, sickness, fear, violence, force and destruction. Trauma is force and results in a loss of consciousness.

Drama

Drama is where energy contains more consciousness than space

Drama is opposite to trauma and is where the frequency of energy falls due to the increase of consciousness and longer wavelength so lower energy frequency. This results in such things as individuation, diversity, growth, healing, connection, resonance, relief, harmony, cohesion, equilibrium, healing, connection, insight, awareness, and increased perception and knowledge. Drama is the negation and absence of force.

Perspective

If you look at the Creative Law meme at the top of this webpage you will see the creative cycle with four points - perception, inspiration, conception and interaction - this is the Creative Cycle from an individual perspective. You have a perspective on life and living existence which is unique and individual to you, as I have. This is the same as anything which is living and experiencing life, it has a perspective which is relative to everything else in existence in the whole universe.

Your perspective on life is a constant

You are living, you are alive, and while you are alive and living you will always have a unique and individual perspective on life - eternally. This means that death is not something you should be concerned about or scared of because you can only experience and feel sensations while you are living. If you die you lose consciousness, and if you lose consciousness you cannot experience or perceive anything, can you? Think about this. The only thing that happens when you die is your body gets repurposed and you leave it behind, you move on, find another body in the form of a foetus, and by the time you are fully conscious again you will be about six or seven years old but will have a completely different body and identity. But you will still be you and relative to everything else in the universe.

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Creative Law v. Taoism

Creative Law tells you nothing new which wasn't already known to humanity through Lao Tzu, the founder of Taoism in 430 BC in China. Yin and yang corresponds directly to trauma and drama, only the colours are reversed so while yin is white and negative drama is white and positive. The 'chi' of Taoism, or the Life Force which cannot be explained or understood, but just is, is actually consciousness and all I have done is place the creative cycle in the centre to replace the yin yang symbol of Taoism.

This is because I'm a Therevadist which was the first Buddhist community established in India, Sri Lanka and Nepal and the Creative Cycle is there because you do not need a messiah or leader or external authority figure, because you can be your own messiah or authority figure and make up your own philosophy or belief system as I have done. However if you prefer to stick to Christianity, Islam, Judaism, or Hinduism or some other belief system, including Paganism or atheism, that's okay too. It doesn't change the fact that you are you and you have a unique and individual perspective relative to everything else in the whole universe, which is the whole point here, is it not?

Further points of reference

Click on one of the buttons below to access the other webpages in this Core Reference section to find out more about each subject area.

Interdependency

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Looking at the above image you will see an image of Planet Earth from the surface of the Moon. But what I would like you to focus on, just for a moment, is the blackness surrounding the Earth. This is space, space which we have all been conditioned to think of as containing nothing, but which actually contains everything in existence. Space is the totality, or the universe, and the universe is in itself the only thing we can see which is not dependent on anything. The universe is not going to collapse or fall apart, because it doesn't depend on anything else for its existence.

The Omega Effect

We often think of the universe as something which is expanding, constantly, and is something which is so infinite and so vast we cannot possible conceive it. But this is not true. The creative cycle isn't something which is constant, because otherwise energy would be constant and its energy cycles would also be constant. The cycles together aren't constantly, but form a kind of a spiral, which means that change is happening faster, and faster, and faster, and faster relative to how we perceive time. The Omega Effect was first discovered by a team of astrophysicists in 1998 who hypothesized that the universe is expanding at a rate which is faster than even science and physicists can perceive.

Effects on the universe and Nature

This has a general effect on both the universe, on which everything is dependent, and Nature, which is of course living existence. The overall effect is that generally, both the universe and Nature favour change, creative change, dramatic change, and the more you cling to things and form attachments in life, such as beliefs, the more the universe will conspire against you and force you to change your beliefs. This is why eventually any run of luck and good fortune runs out and turns into misfortune and bad luck. This is also why as you get older change occurs faster and faster, and you struggle to keep pace with the changes which are happening all around you.

What I mean by interdependency

Trying to keep this all as simple as possible what I mean by interdependency is that, because neither you or I are the universe, nor is anyone and anything else, we are all interdependent on everything else in the universe. Out of Creative Law I developed the Triangular Relationship, which I will explain a bit more in the section on reality. Please don't worry, the Triangular Relationship is very simple to understand and you might even be aware of what it's about once I've explained it.

Useful links

Reality

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Reality generally comes in three different versions. There's actual reality, or reality reality, the reality which doesn't come with any labels or cultural references, and that is the reality of the universe. This is so big and so vast that neither you nor I can envisage it. Trust me. If the entire solar system evaporated suddenly into nothing, a few particles of dust, it wouldn't even register. It's just a speck in the whole universe. Think of just a millimetre of one line in the palm of your hand relative to your entire body.

This is the reality which is constantly changing, different within a split second, much less than the blink of an eye. Let's say it were possible to learn to memorize every single web address of every single website on the internet, worldwide, in every language, and all its contents, the amount of knowledge you would have is still miniscule in comparison to the amount of knowledge from consciousness out in the universe.

But this is all just consciousness, energy and space. It's all molecules, atoms, all whizzing about in space. This isn't exactly how human beings see living existence. We see life in terms of language, culture, images, symbols, beliefs, labels and categories. This gives us the other version of reality which we can call cultural reality.

God

God

Besides money, God is probably the best known example of cultural reality there is on the planet. Does God exist? The simple answer is yes. But I hope nobody is going to disagree with me when I state that God exists as a clear example of cultural reality. Billions of people all over the planet believe in God or a Creator or Supreme Being and if that's what gets them through life then personally I think it's cool. If you don't believe in God then that's also cool, because God is still an aspect of cultural reality which is getting you through life. The problems start when people start confusing the different versions of reality and start believing that there really is a bearded elderly guy living in the clouds who's in charge of the whole universe and that their version of God is the only God that matters. Not cool.

Money

It's the exact same situation with money, which is another widely known aspect of cultural reality. Money is another aspect of cultural reality which is very useful and necessary. I mean, can you imagine how long it would take to do shopping in a supermarket if there wasn't such a thing as money and you had to pay by 'alternative means'? Imagine all the waiting in line at the checkout, the constant moaning and groaning, the arguments over clothing and who was wearing what and then you have the issues of contraception and getting turned on. Trust me, money makes things a great deal simpler.

However once again money becomes the source of so many issues between people when people start confusing the different forms of reality when it comes to money and treating money as if it was actually real, physical and finite. There's never been a question to destroy so many opportunities as the question "Where is the money going to come from?" or people valuing money much more than they value anything else up to and including human life. Think about all the people out there who think it's somehow okay if other people die just so they can save a few quid or make that little bit extra money. Think about all those people who think it's okay to throw people out onto the street and make them homeless just to keep the property values up.

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Clearing up the confusion over reality

When I first developed Creative Law which made things for many people irrationally simple I also developed the Triangular Relationship. I find most people are totally confused when it comes to dealing with reality and they seem to have this idea that you somehow get to change the reality as it appears to you in your mind and that it's somehow okay to force change on other people. This is not how reality works.

The Triangular Relationship

The Triangular Relationship is a simple diagram based on Natural Law - what Einstein termed the Theory of Relativity, or E=MC2. I covered this in the section on interdependency. You exist in a constant relationship with the universe, this planet which on the one hand makes up actual reality, and then you are also relative to every other human being on the planet, including every other human being in your environment and your relationship to other human beings makes up cultural reality. These are the two forms of reality you cannot change and have no influence over. Sure you can have an opinion about God, about money, about other people and about this planet, but you cannot change their reality or the fact that they exist.

Individual reality

But then there's the version of reality which you can change, which is unique and individual and known only to you, and that is your individual reality. This version of reality is based entirely on your perspective on life and living existence, which is known only to you and which is also unique and individual to you. Nobody else shares this version of reality. Nobody else is you. Nobody else can be you, just as you cannot be anyone else or anyone other than who you are in reality.

But this will become much clearer to you if you click on the buttons below and follow the links on life and thought. You can also go back to the Core reference if you need to and refresh your memory about Creative Law.

Useful links

Life

life

Okay, so keeping this as simple as possible for life to be possible four things have to come together in a constant relationship and these four things are:

  • a physical body: which acts as a container or vessel for the other three things and forms the basis for your unique and individual perspective.
  • senses: which are fundamental to perception and being able to perceive your environment and what is going on around you. All senses are based on touch, or your skin, which is your most powerful sense, your next most powerful sense is taste which is also based on touch, and you have five primary senses and about a dozen other senses including senses for pain, satiation (hunger and the feeling of being full) and others. Hearing is the first sense which is developed and the last sense you lose when you die.
  • a brain: which is the complex electromagnetic organ which sifts and sorts through energy and consciousness and enables you to separate consciousness (information) from energy (connection and power).
  • a mind: which is essentially the fundamental basis of your perception and how you perceive your environment and everything in it.

For you to be able to experience life and interact with both your environment and other people you need to have all these four things in a constant, cohesive relationship and you need to be conscious. So now we move on to the life cycle.

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Death

I'm going to start at the very start of the life cycle which is the point of death when your life ends and you lose your connection to the four things above. I'm doing this to emphasize the sheer importance of your perspective which you will note is not mentioned or included in any of the above four things. It's also to emphasize the fact that death is not something you will experience, because to experience anything you need to be conscious and to have a body, senses, brain and a mind working together in a constant relationship. This is no different to being put to sleep under a general anaesthetic for example when you have surgery when you are not conscious, you do not experience being cut open or feel the surgeon's hands inside your body. You are completely gone and your perspective is completely separate from your physical body, senses, brain and mind. The exact same thing happens when you die.

Karma

As we are going through the life cycle it's important to understand karma because karma is all about the life cycle and about the relationship between your perspective and everything else. Karma is a Sanskrit word which means 'action (I understand karma to be 'kama' which is the exact same word in the Pali language because I am a Therevadist and my mindset is based on the Therevada). Karma is not as most people believe some form of weird divine retributive justice. Karma is action because in order to live you have to act or take action, you have to breathe, you have to nourish your body, you have to drink water, you have to survive in order to sustain life. If you don't take the appropriate or necessary action life is an experience which happens to you. Either way karma is the relationship between your perspective and your physical body, brain, senses and mind.

Sleep, death and the coma state

As you are living life is a continuous, eternal experience and will remain as such until you completely resolve all your karma. Understand here that consciousness is permanent yet constantly changing, and physicality is transient and impermanent. Everything which is physical is based on energy and is transient. For example you can remember when you were a small child. But you are not physically a small child. You are now physically an adult. Your only concept of being a small child lies in your memory and perspective. The difference between sleep and death is very simple. When you wake up from sleep you remain attached to the exact same body and life as you had before you went to sleep. When you die you lose your body, the 'you' you are now is no more, and your soul - if you have created one in your life, moves on to find a new foetus which is growing in the body of a pregnant woman.

When you are in a coma it's uncertain whether you remain attached to your body or whether you die. Your health is critical simply because you are barely clinging to life. It's possible to begin the process of death and let go of your body and have what is known as a mystical experience, or a Near Death Experience (NDE) but you can also be sent back into your body and prevented from dying and this is usually when you have unresolved karma which you need to resolve before you can die. Understand that an abortion can take place outside of a woman's body. Likewise when you resolve your karma and develop a soul death becomes an action - the last action in your life - and you move on to your next foetus and next life.

How you die is extremely important

If you are aware you are alive then you must have died previously. But it is also true that if you are alive then the whole point of being alive is to create or develop a soul because this is the only way you can resolve your karma. There is no evidence that you are born with a soul. Sure you are spirit but there is no way anyone can prove that you are born with a soul and plenty of evidence to suggest that you are not born with a soul, and here I'm referring to very hard physical scientific evidence. You cannot communicate as a baby or a small infant, you do not have perspective, you cannot recall your birth, you don't even have full autonomy or a fully developed basic brain until the ages of 6 or 7.

The more karma you resolve the more of a soul you develop and the more control you have over when and how you die. Some believe that the time from death to rebirth is roughly the equivalent of a night's sleep. The more unresolved karma you have in your life, for example if you remain totally focussed on the physical, and your body, money, your belief systems and your status and position in life, the more traumatic and painful your experience of death will be and the less control you will have over when you die. If you have your life cut short due to being killed whatever karma was unresolved will return to you when you are reborn.

The exact same thing is true of suicide. Suicide is not the way out you think it is nor will killing yourself resolve the issues you cannot cope with. If you are feeling suicidal you need to get additional emotional support immediately preferably from someone who is equipped or trained to provide such support. If you are feeling suicidal I can help you with these feelings but I need time to be able to do this because I work at a much deeper level, and it's extremely stressful for me to have to deal with someone with an unknown factor which is causing the suicidal desires. Wanting to kill yourself is not a natural human desire. By all means contact me to work through whatever issues are causing these desires, but if you want to do this first give me a chance by getting immediate additional emotional support from a doctor, nurse, or qualified suicide counsellor..

Rebirth

A human foetus is only receptive to a soul or spirit from the second trimester of a woman's pregnancy. This is the start of life because you acquire the four things you need to sustain life and you once again become relative to an environment, but you are nowhere near fully conscious. Furthermore even though you have all that you need for life it is not guaranteed that you will be reborn because you have to be viable and actually able to sustain life in that body and in that environment. You have no way of knowing whether or not you will be viable because you don't have a perspective and you probably don't have a soul. The 'you' here is pure spirit and that is all you are apart from a foetus. If you fail to create an attachment by the start of the third trimester you will move on to another body and this will result in a miscarriage.

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Birth

Okay so we now arrive at birth, where you are perceived as a human child but you aren't yet 'you' in your next life, i.e. in another physical identity. All you are is spirit and a very small and fragile human body which has been created by your parents. You start with new karma relative to your environment, new body and new brain because whatever traces of unresolved karma in your spirit is erased by a hormone released by your mother prior to her giving birth to you.

For the first five or six years of life you are dealing with reality over which you have very little control and that is the actual reality of the universe and the cultural reality of your new life and new relationship with your parents, family and people in your new life. You are totally dependent on your parents and others pretty much until you become a toddler and essentially spend a couple of years being a little shit and testing out your potential and your relationship with your parents to see what buttons you can push and generally keeping them on their toes and knackered.

The Life Path

You don't really become you again in your new life until you achieve full autonomy and your brain develops to the point where you recover your perspective which is around the ages of six and seven, but it could be earlier, but generally by the age of 7 you have the Triangular Relationship, your perspective has returned to you and you are at that point fully living once again in your new life. This process starts around the age of five and six when you start demanding explanations from your parents about your life and existence, with the so-called 'why questions'. Such questions can include:

  • Do caterpillars burp?
  • Why was I in a space before your tummy?
  • Why does the world go on forever but adults do the same things over and over again?
  • Mummy why are we alive?
  • How much does a head cost?
  • What is outside for?
  • Why was everything in black and white when I was a baby?
  • Why do bad people pretend to be good?
  • Why do letters stop but numbers keep on going?
  • Do caterpillars burp?

I will leave you to ponder why small children who have yet to start school can ask their parents questions which can be just as profoundly scientific as they can be deeply philosophical. This can only happen if there is reincarnation and your perspective returns to you in your new life and body as it does to you after a night of sleep when you're drinking your first coffee in the morning.

The reality of who you are

You are not strictly physical at all. The reality of who you are, and I mean here who you really are, is nothing more than a perspective of consciousness contained in a physical body equipped with senses, a nervous system, a brain and a mind. You are here for no other purpose than to experience this universe, connect to other people, survive, be happy and develop your perspective.

You develop your perspective by developing a soul. This is no different to crossing a wide river, which is my metaphor for death - the interval or space between different lives. If you develop a soul you get to sail across the river in a boat. If you don't, you will have to swim across being subject to the currents in the river. But more about this in the final part of this reference section on thought which explains the relationship between senses, your brain, your mind, thinking and perspective. You can go back to the Core reference part or jump back to another other parts by following the link below.

Thought

brain

I really don't want to get into brain anatomy as I would like to keep this as simple as possible. You don't don't need to understand it, just as you really don't need to understand reality or consciousness to be able to live, and none of what I'm writing here changes the reality of your life experience that much. The most important thing here which you need to understand is that your brain has two different hemispheres, left and right, and usually - if you're right handed as are 90% of the population - your left hemisphere is focussed on your mind and your right hemisphere is focussed on your perspective. In a few people the hemispheres are reversed but the relationship remains the same, but in the event of brain damage or prolonged mental illness the brain will somehow rearrange itself and reorganize itself so that you will always have a mind, always have a perspective, and the brain will still be able to process energy and consciousness and sift through the two to develop your perspective.

This is even true in the case of dementia and what I'm currently learning right now as I write these words, is that if you're supporting someone with dementia helping them to develop perspective and just being there to listen to them and talk is generally beneficial to them.

Mind v. perspective

There's a clear difference between mind and perspective and the difference is that mind is orientated towards memory and intellect and what I would describe as physical thinking, or cognitive functioning, whereas perspective is orientated towards consciousness, feeling, sensation, sensing, perception and the creation of truth.

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Perception

Perception is a combination of sense and experience, both of which are continuous and based on consciousness, which is essentially information but information that constantly changing. The main thing you need to understand however about perception is that it's you who creates your reality through your senses and brain through being in the present moment and paying attention. Above you see an imagine of a collection of fruit and vegetables, each one completely different in terms of size, shape, firmness, smell, taste and colour. In purely physical terms all these different fruits and vegetables are composed mainly of water, but what makes them look and appear different from water is the consciousness they contain, and it's you who is perceiving that consciousness and not seeing them all as just water through your senses and the information which is coming through to your brain.

The mind

The mind is just playback. The mind is everything you perceive which isn't your perspective. Your mind isn't really your mind, it's your perception and your perception isn't any different to anyone else's perception. This is the whole issue with mind control because mind control is based on the illusion that your mind is unique and individual to you, when in reality it's not. Your mind is part of a collective grid system, just like the electricity grid system. You speak the same language as everyone else and when you walk down the street you see the same things as everybody else. Your house doesn't vanish or disappear the minute you leave it and either drive off or walk away from it but remains there in space. Your house doesn't change or move anywhere because it's inanimate, it's not living. Inanimate objects don't change all that much, they are all just consciousness, energy and space and the relationship between the three is constant.

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Truth v. belief

Truth and belief are two completely different things. This is no different from the fact that intellect and memory is totally different from perception and experience. Thinking is a purely physical activity which is undertaken by memory and intellect and which generates belief, which is also purely physical and abstract. You can believe something is true, because you assume it is true, or want it to be true, or wish it were true, but as much as you wish something to be true or want it to be the truth, that doesn't make it true. Even if you need something to be true, it doesn't make it true, but remains a belief.

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All thinking is digital in nature

Thinking is a purely physical activity which is based on binary or the binary system. To be or not to be? Is it or isn't it? This goes right back to the second principle of Creative Law which I stated in Core reference of binarity which is the second principle of existence - binarity. Everything in existence conforms to a basic underlying pattern of dualism, black and white, light and dark, male and female, hot and cold, on or off, and all these things are part of a spectrum which is actually all part of a cycle - the creative cycle.

All digital technology, up to and including 5G technology, is based on the exact same system of thinking as physical thinking, such as human thinking. It's all either on or off or a zero or a one. This is all based on I-Ching or the Book of Changes. The Book of Changes is thought to be the oldest of the great Chinese classics and dates as far back as 1300 BC at least, but may date back even further and actually be the first actual recording of human thought. The I-Ching is the basic mapping out of the thinking processes of Mankind.

gestalt

A clear example of binarity and digital thinking is the Gestalt image above where you can see either a black and white image of two faces or alternatively, the outline of a chalice or candlestick. You cannot control your thoughts nor can you control that what you perceive, you can only control the focus of your conscious attention and switch between perception and thinking. Trying to control your thoughts or thinking, or that what you feel or your emotions or moods is stressful and uses up a lot of energy when what you need to be actually doing is letting your thoughts and feelings flow, express them freely, and stop putting value judgements on them. Always remember that your thoughts, emotions, feelings and thinking is purely physical and transient in nature. If you're angry be angry, if you're sad be sad, and if you're happy be happy. Supressing thoughts and feelings leads you to bottle them up and eventually, if you do this habitually, you're going to end up with some quite serious health issues - mental and physical.

But is human intelligence purely physical?

Think about this. Think about everything you know and understand. Think about everything you've been taught. Think about everything you've experienced in your life. Think about everything you think to be true, and everything you know and understand to be the truth. Think about everything everyone has ever told you. Think about everything you tell other people about yourself, and what you think and what you feel. Is it really as those in authority want you to believe, and how you've been educated, that everything you need to know has to come from authority, or from a book, or from a newspaper, or is that what you understand to be the truth that what you personally have experienced and witnessed first hand?

Truth is relative to perception

If you've just done some thinking about your life and what you know, you should understand that that what you actually do know and understand to be the truth has got nothing to do with your memory or intellect, but is very clearly and far more closely connected to your understanding of consciousness and what you have actually experienced in life. This is the thing about belief and truth and reality. You cannot know everything there is out there to know and understand simply because you don't live that long. Furthermore you don't get to change society or what other people think. You can only change your individual reality and what you think, and this all comes down to developing your perception, going through the experiences, and developing your unique and individual perspective on life.

All you touch
And all you see
Is all your life
Will ever be
- Pink Floyd 'Breathe'

Be very careful when it comes to beliefs

There's a very good reason for this. You cannot directly perceive consciousness. Consciousness is far too complex to understand or figure out. It's constantly changing. Understand that the universe is coming at you constantly in a vast multidimensional continuum of sensation and experience, and you can only think in terms of your conscious human attention, which is linear in nature. Your conscious attention accounts for just 4% of your total brain activity and thinking is the most strenuous activity you do, because you do it consciously. This is why education takes so many years because you have to literally scan hundreds of miles of text and you can only scan from left to right or up and down. Most people can only focus their conscious attention on one thing at a time, some people can focus on two things, but this requires practice, and it takes some serious effort and training to focus on three or four things at a time such as a juggler does, or the drummer in a band.

Momentary contact with reality

You cannot directly perceive consciousness, which means you have to recreate it from your memory and perception. Thought is a process which is insecure, fragile, and purely physical in nature - thinking can be physical, mechanical, chemical, or organic, but it is insecure and fragile. You develop ideas, concepts, thoughts and memories from fragments of thought, and you can be very easily distracted or fooled so that what you think is happening isn't really happening.

What you do is that you recreate the consciousness you experience through your memory and intellect and this is how you develop your perspective. Recreating consciousness through your memory and thinking - which we understand to be intellect but which is actually cognitive functioning - is the process of creating truth and only you can create your own truth. Accepting truth from a second hand source, such as another person, a newspaper, a television programme or the news isn't your truth, and if you accept this information as the truth you are creating authority, not truth.

The truth v. authority

If you read Root causes you will recall the hypnotist analogy I gave you to refer to the short phrase 'the truth' and how this is generally used in society by authority figures such as parents, teachers and politicians to get you to believe things which aren't true or which are downright lies. This is why politicians, political leaders and the media all lie to you and they all do this to dis-empower you and bamboozle you with information to keep you confused, dependent on and subservient to authority.

Beliefs shut down your perception and create ignorance

Please consider that the entire content of my website here could be complete nonsense or gibberish or it could be the truth, and there is no way you can prove either way which it is. You are not me, you have not lived my life, you haven't gone through the experiences I have gone through. You simply have no way of knowing for sure whether what I'm writing here is fact or fiction. But see this is the thing. If you believe everything I've written on this website then you just have another version of reality, all you have is my perspective, and this has no influence whatsoever on your perspective or your experience. If you disbelieve everything I've written here you just have a negative version of reality and my perspective but still, it doesn't change or affect in any way your perspective or your truth.

Trauma and mental illness

Something which is extremely important to understand is that, in order to maintain good mental health you need to do four things:

  • be connected to your environment and other people
  • be connected to reality and live in the present moment
  • be yourself totally and without compromise
  • accept the fact that, just like everyone else (including me) you're profoundly ignorant and commit to working against your own ignorance by developing your perspective and keeping an open mind

Please understand that your central nervous system and brain are two completely separate things and unlike your body, which has a central nervous system running right through it, your brain is only protected by your skull and is the target of your central nervous system. Most people end up either mentally ill or messed up in the head in life simply because they treat their brains like shit. They throw away their autonomy in life usually in childhood at school and they then rely on authority figures to do their thinking for them. They do this despite the fact that it becomes very clear that the people they're believing don't give a monkey's chuff about them and since the advent of smartphones most people have even given up paying attention to what's going on around them, considering other people or looking where they're going.

suicide

If you treat your brain like shit, don't bother to develop a discipline, treat life seriously or pay attention to what's going on around you, or develop a proper harmonious relationship with yourself and other people, then inevitably your brain's self-defence system is going to kick in and start shutting down your ability to think and develop consciousness. Without that constant connection to reality and life experience once your brain's self-defence mechanism kicks in you end up with a disconnection to your reality and your central cognitive functioning ability starts to degrade and this can end up with depression, anxiety, other forms of mental illness, addiction, obesity, anger management issues, a feeling of isolation, loneliness, and a feeling of worthlessness and lack of self-esteem. Take this to its logical conclusion and you will lose all motivation for living and start thinking it's better if you were dead and this is when you start thinking about killing yourself and committing suicide.

Reversing the process

Understand that all trauma and traumatic experiences create harmful destructive processes which work against your brain and how it functions. Understand that mental illness, depression, anxiety, obesity, addiction, and loneliness are all instinctive natural strategies employed by the brain to force you to start paying attention and take steps to reverse the processes you're putting yourself through.

If you don't believe me go make an appointment with your GP and listen to what they tell you.

Conclusion

Enough. This is where I draw this reference section of my website to a conclusion. If you've come here and have read through this section hoping that I'm going to give you a quick and easy solution to your circumstances and situation in life then I'm sorry to disappoint you.

I'm not you, I don't live your life or walk your path through life. I don't share your reality. Only you can make the changes in your life and begin the processes of recovery and healing.

But what I can do is share my insight, my awareness and knowledge to speed up the process and make your process of healing and recovery much much easier by guiding you to make the right choices and take the right steps which are appropriate for you and your life experience.

Unlike a counsellor, a life coach, a psychic, or even a psychologist I don't work to a script nor do I offer qualified, "professional" assistance or "therapy". I work with the principles you've been reading about here and the consciousness you have developed throughout your life. That what you've read here is just a tiny fraction of what I know and what I have to offer. This is the bare bones basics. Nothing more.

What you need to decide is whether you have learned something from what you have read here, whether or not it has changed your perspective about how you see your life and the world around you. How do you now see yourself? Have you experienced any change in consciousness or awareness? Have I managed to convince you that it's worth working with me?

This is something only you can decide. What I suggest you do is go away and think about this and come back when you're ready to start working with me.

My roots

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How this all started

This is where I share the start of my journey and put myself forward as an example of all that I epouse. I'm someone who talks my talk, walks my walk and lives my truth totally. But I tend to keep this buried because personally I find that the vast majority of people have a weird obsessive compulsive disorder relating to body parts, physical appearance, sex and gender. Most people think about these things all the time, they struggle to think of anything else and struggle to get their minds past their obsession. Other animals don't have this obsession. When the hormones start flowing and the time for mating comes they immediately figure out which is male, which is female and get down to it. Beyond that it doesn't matter and they relate to each other just as another member of their species.

But most humans aren't like that and for most humans the sex, gender and physical appearance is a massive issue and they just have to make a big deal out of it. They just can't help themselves and much of this is down to the fact that they cannot handle either emotionally or psychologically that the root of who they really are is just a single perspective in a sea of consciousness and that we're all pretty much the same. Seriously, if I had a quid for each time I got judged, hit upon, insulted or complimented online or treated as if I'm invisible out in public I'd be quite affluent. Not that burying this part of my website makes any difference, but I'm just making a point here.

My early awakening

This is where I share my start in life. I was born in relative poverty to parents in a marriage which was dysfunctional, abusive and sometimes violent. I was born in West Yorkshire but originally come from Glasgow because my mother rejected me when I was born and put me up for adoption, leaving me with her parents on the Drumchapel Estate. I was raised by my maternal grandparents for the first 3 years of my life. Just as I was about to be adopted, my mother backed out and took me back to Yorkshire. My parents both wanted a girl, but I was born male. When my mother took me back she was living alone and she initially tried to raise me as a girl, but my father put a stop to this, and I was raised for a while as a boy. But I'm transgendered, and I was conscious of this when I was 3-4 years old. This conflicted my parents. My mother was the very first person who accepted me as female, my father despised me because I was trans. I was predominantly raised as a girl primarily by my mother who believed that if I identified as trans and female then I needed to know what being female was really about. To my father I was lower than pond life or scum. My parents split up during my childhood and went through an extremely bitter and hostile divorce which cost my mother her life. She died aged 43 when I was aged just 23.

My steadfast refusal to conform

I was aged just 5 when I decided to make my life a voyage of exploration, experimentation and discovery about myself, about life, and about other people. That's when I lost my fixed mindset and attachment to rigid, fixed belief systems. I have never fitted in or conformed to societal expectations but have walked my own individual path throughout my life.

The Therevada and walking my path

I was introduced to Buddhism and the Therevada at the age of 17 by an elderly Indian in London who I refer to as Babu. By 18 I was into mysticism and exploring the occult. By 19 I was studying magic which I began practising at the age of 21.

A life like no other

I have lived my life in both gender roles and have also lived at both extremes in society. During my period of self-destruction and self-betrayal during my 'man thing' period of 12 years between 1993 and 2005 in Poland, where I became Poland's most popular dramatist and the highest paid stage director I became part of the elite and a widely known and popular public figure. The male persona I created created seven theatres in Poland, I wrote directed and staged 12 plays in 10 years, my plays being staged in 30 different countries worldwide including the UK and US, Turkey, Iran, Italy and Iceland. When I came out publicly in 2005 in support of the Polish LGBT community I suffered a major downfall and lost everything, losing the better part of £200,000, my artistic career and reputation, friends, family, contacts a translation business, and all public record of my artistic achievements was erased by the Polish authorities.

I walked away from a lifestyle many people dream about but few ever get to experience. But I did this willingly and with a lot of premeditation and I did it for one reason - to be myself honestly, openly and without fear. I talk my talk, walk my walk and live my truth. I did this in November 2005 in a harsh Polish winter with ankle deep snow and temperatures as low as minus 25 degrees. I survived from 7th November 2005 to 9th December 2005 and spent 4 days hitchhiking as a woman across Europe to arrive in London with frostbitten feet.

Judge me if you like, I don't care

I've lived as myself predominantly since 1999 and totally 100% as a woman legally, medically and socially since 2005. I live a frugal missionary type lifestyle and am totally committed to the service of humanity. I never sought to be male or female, good or bad, rich or poor, but have always sought to be myself and throughout the different personas I created for myself I have always been the same person deep down inside and the exact same conscious living being as I was when I was born. I live my reality totally and your opinion, your judgement, and your belief or disbelief in me will never ever ever affect or change my reality or my relationship with myself.

Understand that I am totally cool with who I am and with who I see in the mirror. Since 2006 I have lived in the Battersea and Nine Elms community in London where I am a widely known and liked community figure and since November 2009 I have been one of the founders of Qultura. Today I am the only surviving founder of Qultura.

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